Thursday, November 29, 2012

Fasting Friday

I've been eating a healthy amount of food lately, and it's making me feel very uncomfortable... to the extent that I feel a bit hypocritical for it, since my eating disorder plays a paramount role in my identity. Even the connotation of the word 'healthy' is sinister to me. It's not a good word.

All seriousness aside, I think that I'm going to combat this healthy rut with a game (I'm fond of games). I'm going to see how long I can manage without eating solid food. I won't set a goal for myself, because I only intend to have fun with my crafted, foodless experiment.

On another note, I've been working on a 'Don't Binge' page (yes, one of those) for a few days now. I want to make it lengthy enough to have some longevity (so that one can view it once or twice), and concise enough to be effective. I'll make a note of it when it's finally up and running.

Until then, my sleeping pills are making me feel all warm and fuzzy, so I'm off to bed (this was quite the thrilling blog entry). Rest well, everyone. Our goals are never quite as far as they seem.
 
Weight: 114 113 112 111 110 109 108 107 106105 104 103 102 101 100 99 98 97 96 95
Height: 5'4"


2 comments:

  1. thats a fab game!! does it include soup and yogurt or just juice? healthy frightens the hell out of me too. love u xxxx

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    1. I looked up the dictionary meaning of it earlier, for no particular reason.

      Healthy
      1.In good health: "feeling fit and healthy".
      2.(of a part of the body) Not diseased.

      'Not diseased' really stood out to me. No wonder it's a foreign word, haha.

      I don't plan on consuming anything that won't fit through a straw, but I suppose that one could consume most soups with a straw... so why not? You're welcome to join me. Just keep in mind that it isn't a competition nor a fast, so there shouldn't be any guilt if you decide to grab an apple at some point.^-^

      <3

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