Showing posts with label proana. Show all posts
Showing posts with label proana. Show all posts

Sunday, January 27, 2013

Tips to Trot

Tips to Trot
How to make weight loss easier
I wanted to make these more specific, so I read some articles to confirm them before posting them here. You're welcome to skim through the details and read the highlighted words instead.
  1.  Eat dairy. Dairy decreases the body fat stored in your cells by roughly 69%, and also raises your body's core temperature. It has protein as well, which will help you feel full for longer. Just be sure to choose low-fat products (as opposed to cream).
  2. Run. 'Weight-bearing' exercises strengthen bones, and any exercise burns calories.
  3. Walk. Park your car farther from building entrances and always take the stairs. 
  4. Avoid purchasing any food in bulk, no matter the price difference.
  5. Organize your kitchen. The more lovely and organized it looks, the less you'll want to disrupt it. 
  6. Plan your meals. If you have a problem with binging, chances are that you've forgotten how to tell whether or not you're hungry... or often ignore your hunger pangs until your appetite overwhelms you, causing you to binge. If you eat on a schedule, you can control things better.
  7. Don't weigh yourself excessively. Weight fluctuates with water and such, so it won't give you an accurate picture. Set a date to record your weight instead. 
  8. Don't drink alcohol. It will hurt your ability to make good food choices, and hangovers will always make you crave carbohydrates and greasy food. 
  9. Do not take laxatives. Your body will become dependent on them, which will make you very constipated in the future. Everybody poops eventually. You don't need laxatives to do so. You need apples and probiotics (probiotic pills can be bought at grocers and drug stores).
  10. Eat your food from a blue bowl or plate. Studies show that we tend to avoid eating blue foods, because the color is synonymous with mold, poison, and other distasteful things.
  11. Pay attention to your portions. Your stomach is about the size of your fist, so your meals needn't be larger to fill you. 
  12. Eat soup. Contrary to popular belief, water only stretches the stomach (fills you) for a short period of time. Soup, however, can fill you about an hour longer than solid food can.
  13. Go to bed hungry.  I haven't tried anything more effective than this.
  14. Fidget. Don't sit still. Jiggle your legs.
  15. Eat spicy foods. The capsaicin in peppers decreases appetite and raises body temperature... which increases one's metabolism by 8% for roughly two hours. Black pepper, in particular, helps to dissolve fats.
  16. Use cinnamon. Cinnamon improves your body's response to insulin, which helps it break down blood sugar.
  17. Every time that you have a craving, force yourself to wait for thirty minutes. If you still crave food after the time has past, then you're legitimately hungry. Have some food.
  18. If you can't fight yourself, binge on berries. They're high in fiber, which is very filling. They are also quite low in calories, so you can eat mass quantities of them without damaging your progress too severely.
  19. Play a video game. I always lose weight when I'm hooked on a video game, because I forget to eat. As odd as it sounds, I've heard similar testimonials without asking.
  20. Educate yourself. If you're familiar with the calorie content in your food, you'll be more likely to make good choices. 
  21. Stay hydrated. It's nearly impossible to exercise whilst dehydrated, and very dangerous for your heart. 
  22. Be creative. Paint, draw, or make crafts. Keeping your hands busy helps to quell the anxiety, and being creative takes a lot of thought... requiring a lot of goal-oriented concentration. 
  23.  Freeze your food. I keep my fruit in the freezer so that it has to thaw a bit before I can eat it, which gives me time to decide whether I really need to eat it or not.
  24. Do something with numbers. One of my favorite ideas that I've read, is to go outside, lay on the grass, and count the leaves stemming from the branches of a tree. Counting has a very ritualistic effect on the mind, making it a cathartic process. If you have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, however, working with numbers will only cause further anxiety.
  25. Take a 'Before' picture of yourself (at the beginning of your weight loss journey) and tape it to your bathroom or bedroom mirror.
  26. Eat before going to the store for groceries. The theory that people buy more fatty food whilst hungry has been both tested and proved. If you don't want to eat, try to at least have some caffeine. 
  27. Don't sabotage yourself. One bought of overeating won't make you gain weight. Do not tell yourself: "I've blown it, so I may as well eat the kitchen." That's retarded, and you know that. 
  28. Know your 'safe foods,' and know your 'binge foods.' The easiest way to become familiar with what your brain craves irrationally, is to put yourself on a diet and then slowly return back to your normal eating. As you ease out of it, add two or three foods back into your diet each day. If one of them sends a binge-signal to your brain, then it's a binge food.
  29. Take your vitamins. Being malnourished will make you crave food for nutrition (often high in fat), as well as a plethora of other serious health problems (for instance: anemia and hair loss).
  30. Get a job that requires you to move around. You'll burn a lot of calories, and usually won't have much time to eat nor dwell on food. Just avoid the food industry (or risk reeking of food every day).
  31. Eat before going to work. It can be difficult for many people to eat in the morning, but you'll be much more mobile, alert, and motivated if you do. In turn, you'll lose more weight from working.
  32. Don't eat past seven o'clock. Your metabolism is slowest at night.
  33. Create a website or keep a journal to record your progress. Make worksheets for yourself to fill out weekly, asking questions like: "Was this week successful toward my goals? What went well for me? What went badly?"
  34. Keep a food diary. Be aware of what you eat. Myfitnesspal is a good tool to use. It's an online support community as well. 
  35. Go outside. Being in a different environment gives your mind something else to focus on.
  36. Get enough (not too much) sleep. Both extremes lower your metabolism significantly and cloud your mind. 
  37. Go to sleep early. It's easy to overeat at night.
  38. Drink green tea. It contains antioxidants which help fight infection, and it raises the metabolism. 
  39. Stay healthy. When your body is run-down, it signals your brain to eat carbohydrates and other simple foods that produce energy ('pick-me-ups'). Keep hand sanitizer around the house.
  40. Find a friend for support. It helps to stay motivated when you have someone who is encouraging you and holding you accountable.
  41. Remove yourself from the couch, and embrace your goals.

 
I wanted to post this as a blog entry, since it's easier for some to read posts rather than pages. I hope that it helps!

Friday, January 25, 2013

Waltzing Through Woods

I've been waltzing around in such a fog as of late. I feel like my words are even a bit lackluster. I've lost a great deal of weight, but I'm torn between feeling proud of myself and uncertain. My mind is starting disassociate, which hasn't happened to me since last January. I'm not sure whether it's in part due to Manic Depression, since it's cyclic. If so, then I'll fade into a psychotic depression. I can only describe my last episode as 'weird,' because I stayed in my bedroom the last time that it happened, fearing that a man (any man) might break into my home to hurt me.  I kept a bottle of Febreeze by my bed, under the idea that I could protect myself by spraying him in the eyes.

This went on for a week, after several weeks of feeling like I was walking around in a fog, watching the world through an isolated globe of my own. It spun without me, as I stayed quiet in my alternate reality. The ceilings danced. People spoke to me from someplace far away (real people... Not imagined ones. They all sounded muffled, as if my ears couldn't quite grasp their words). Everything was so strange to me.

I'm not sure where the transition was, or even how I could have slipped into a peculiar week of paranoia after living in a dream. I'm growing so tired from Bipolar Disorder. My boyfriend (soon to be discarded, sadly) keeps talking about it; trying to gain my respect for having such knowledge on the issue, which he doesn't. Maybe this is a good time for me to disconnect from the world for a bit. I won't hear his caustic words anymore, nor from anyone else.


Weight: 114 113 112 111 110 109 108 107 106 105 104 103 102 101 100 99 98 97 96 95
Height: 5'4"
Points: 31

Monday, January 21, 2013

The S.G.D.

I started the S.G.D. with my sister today, which may or may not be a reiteration. My memory becomes that of a nut whilst I'm manic (I'm still manic; but in a happy, energetic, and overall better peace of mind). We will both be recording our progress on my S.G.D. page, so feel free to snoop; chime in; or join us (please do!).

I feel like a bit of a cheat, honestly. In my manic state, I've had a potato; cherry (yes, one cherry... I can't even remember why); two small tomatoes; some cocoa and tea; and grapes, which I have yet to finish eating. I think that the lot of it amounts to three or four-hundred calories. I've been smoking a little to ease my bounding thoughts, but cigarettes really aren't the most splendid of appetite suppressants. I say this, because I've watched many a corpulent man suck down a cigarette or two. Alas, now I must have a cigarette after typing all of this. It's a tedious habit, and it reeks to high heavens. No jacket is safe. No pillow case is fresh. Everything just smells like cigarettes (ah, but how we smokers grow to love that smell). Really, though... do not start smoking, if you haven't already. All that you will be doing is procrastinating on quitting smoking, which usually causes angry madness. So don't. ...and now, off to the porch, I go!

A Few Staples for the S.G.D.

It's certainly important for one to stock his or her fridge before dieting, so here are some foods that I found helpful during my last real stab at the S.G.D.

Frozen Veggie Bags
These are both convenient and tasty (I didn't count the sauce towards my total, so I advise against such tedium). Just toss them into the microwave and heat them! Cheers!

Apple
Apples are amazing and they contain pectin, which makes them naturally filling.

Frozen Fruits
Frozen fruit can be snacked upon for a very long time, and it's rather low in calories.



To all who are joining: Best wishes...! Stay strong, loves.
 Weight: 114 113 112 111 110 109 108 107 106 105 104 103 102 101 100 99 98 97 96 95
Height: 5'4"
Points: 31 (The Roman Numerals were becoming tedious)... I think that I may have turned down a meal today as well, but it's been a rather long 'day' with all of the insomnia.

Friday, January 18, 2013

A Bit About High Fructose Corn Syrup

I've heard so many warnings about 'High Fructose Corn Syrup,' but I'd neglected to learn anything about it beyond knowing that it's something that one should take arms against, and avoid it as one does the plague. In a nutshell, this is why:

High Fructose Corn Syrup
(Fructose comes from fruit, but syrup comes from corn [corn sap...?].)

 The Facts:

  • Obesity is a common repercussion of the consumption of high fructose corn syrup:
 "[There was] a study conducted by Princeton University, [which] found that rats that were fed HFCS gained fat 300% more quickly than those fed an equal (or slightly larger) dose of fruit-derived sugar (So sayeth this website)."
  • High fructose corn syrup is similar to sugar, but it's processed within the liver; kidneys; and galbladder, which makes it quite the fiend against one's liver. Many strong prescription drugs are processed in the same manner, so this is a very bad thing (especially if you're on as many psych. medication as I am)
  • It's caloric, like sugar, and it carries the same health risks (diabetes, metabolic syndrome, etc.)
  •  There lies a connection between HFC and pancreatic cancer. In all honesty, a lot of man-made sweeteners have the capacity to cause either cancer or tumors: Sugar Substitutes 
After reading what I have, I don't think that HFC is really that much worse than sugar. It's a chemist's concoction, and it has its own unique drawbacks... but sugar has its own brand of horrors as well. It's really just a matter of 'picking your poison.'

If calories aren't one's primary concern (hah...), it's suggested that raw honey is a decent replacement for high fructose corn syrup, although I'm more fond of sorbitol, which has the potential to cause "severe weight loss (see my Sugar Substitutes link for details on the matter)." The body does get accustomed to sorbitol, however, so it's best to take in smaller doses rather than taking it excessively under the false impression that more of it begets weight loss. 

 
Weight: 114 113 112 111 110 109 108 107 106 105 104 103 102 101 100 99 98 97 96 95
Height: 5'4"
Points: XXI

Unrelated to sugar and such: I've fallen into a bought of mania, and it's been dreadful this time around. I've been nervously sucking down cigarettes (a habit that I tossed away two years ago), and I've had to take an obscene amount of my anti-anxiety medication- and sleeping pills, and alcohol- just to fall asleep. I wake up fuzzy and peaceful for about an hour, and am then shot with brilliant alalertness which lingers and wakes me until I swallow my medications all over again. I am on antipsychotics. I'm on a good mood stabilizer. And yet there's no rest. There's no solace. There's just a seething madness that floods my reason and my ability to function as a normal human being should... I'm weary of leaving my home for anything but cigarettes, because it's all so overwhelming to me. I'm Icarus, but I don't want to fly anymore. I know that my wings will melt. I know what lies ahead. I know that only depression will follow the storm, and that it will linger as it always does.

I'm sorry for the melodrama. On a remotely positive note, mania has deflated my appetite trtremendously, which has allowed me to break free from the miserable binging. For that, I'm grateful. For all else, I'm frustrated with myself. I wish that I could be the type of manic who revels in those surges of energy. Alas. I'm climbing cliffs instead of stairs. 




Wednesday, January 2, 2013

The Cupboards

There are some food toppings and such that I am particularly fond of, and should (hence) be in all other cupboards as well. Sadly, it's a modest list... since having variety in my diet confuses me.

Fodder for the Cupboards
...and the fridge and the freezer (perhaps the counter, too?).

Food Essentials
Safe Foods
  1. Butter Spray (0 calories). Butter spray is amazing. I drown my food in butter spray. It's magical. You should always have butter spray around you.
  2. Frozen Berries (79 calories per cup). I munch on frozen blueberries quite frequently, because they're low in calories, and because it's very difficult to binge on frozen fruit. Likewise, I put nearly all of my fruit in the freezer.
  3. Zevia Soda (0 calories). Zevia is a brand of soda that uses stevia to sweeten their beverages, as opposed to aspartame (found in popular diet sodas, barring fountain drinks). Zevia Cream Soda has become my favorite dessert as of late. 
  4. Water Bottle Drink Mix (5 calories per packet). The mixes that I'm referring to, are packets that are poured into water bottles in order to add flavor. Crystal Light is my favorite brand for this, because they add antioxidants, vitamins, and fiber to their mixes. I prefer their flavor as well, opposed to that of 'off brands.'
  5. Pepper (0 calories). I know that this is a common staple, but it deserves a mention. Black pepper temporarily boosts one's metabolism, and it makes boring food exciting (like salt!).
  6. Tea (0 calories). You should always have tea. There is no excuse for not having tea. It's filling, it settles the stomach, and it has a plethora of medicinal uses (...and it's good with milk and sugar).
  7. Better than Bouillon No Chicken Base (15 calories). Bouillon cubes create a lovely 15 calorie soup, which one could nearly drink with abandon. As a vegetarian, I love Better than Bouillon for their vegan options.
Preventative Measures 
'Safe' Binge Foods
  1. Popcorn (100 calories per bag). If you must binge, binge on popcorn. So many wonderful things can be done with popcorn. It can be doused in butter spray, then sprinkled with cinnamon and zero calorie sweetener; doused in cocoa powder; mixed with garlic... all of which are great for satiating binge cravings.  
  2. Arctic Zero Ice Cream (150 calories per pint). When I can afford it, I like to keep a few pints of Arctic Zero in my freezer. One can down five pints of Arctic Zero ice cream and still not have exceeded 1,000 calories... making it a perfect binge food. 
  3. Frozen Mango (90 calories per cup). Frozen mango has an interesting consistency, reminiscent of marshmallows. It also tastes somewhat like marshmallows, which makes it a very pleasant fruit to binge on.
  4. Cocoa Powder (15 calories per tbsp). Cocoa Powder is a low-calorie way to mend chocolate cravings. I enjoy mixing it with stevia (any other 0 calorie sweetener will do as well), and mixing it into a touch of nonfat milk (this changes the consistency, so that I'm not eating spoonfuls of dry powder [and milk raises one's metabolism]).


On an unrelated note: I'm starting the 'Master Cleanse' tomorrow. I'll post my excitement.


Weight: 114 113 112 111 110 109 108 107 106 105 104 103 102 101 100 99 98 97 96 95
Height: 5'4"
Points: XII

Friday, December 28, 2012

A Befuddled Fast

In two hours, I'll be starting my fast... and it recently occurred to me that I only have a very odd selection of liquid in my house to choose from:
  1. Mint chocolate coconut milk (So Delicious)
  2. Organic nonfat milk (Stonyfield's)
  3. Powerade Zero
  4. Cocoa powder with stevia
  5. Whey Cookies 'n Cream protein mix
  6. An odd assortment of teas
  7. Hazelnut instant coffee (Maxwell House)
  8. Coffee Grounds (Folger's)
  9. Cream Soda (Zevia)
  10. Vegetarian Chicken Bouillon (Better than Bouillon)
What confuses me about this list the most, is that there isn't any juice. Apple juice is a breakfast staple when I fast (a page taken from the Russian Gymnast Diet). I suppose that I'll make a trip to Walmart after posting this.

The most important component in my liquid fasts is order, which makes this list all the more baffling. There's too much to choose from. I don't even know how all of this got into my house. This is precisely what I hate about grocery stores. There's no order. It all just looks like chaotic eating to me.

This is the best that I can conjure (*Edited):

Breakfast: Apple juice (one full tall glass)
Lunch: Hazelnut instant coffee
Dinner: Earl Grey tea with milk and stevia
In-between meals: Cream soda and black tea
Snack for the movies: a caffeinated concoction


Cheers...!


Weight: 114 113 112 111 110 109 108 107 106 105 104 103 102 101 100 99 98 97 96 95
Height: 5'4"
Points:  VII

Another Lumpin Loner

I wasn't keen on visiting my parents' house to pick up my tax returns (If I prove that I'm exceptionally poor to the Y, they give me a discount), so I didn't get my gym membership today. It overwhelms me to talk to people after work, since my job involves constant communication... so- after my shift is over- I feel compelled to avoid all who expect me to converse for much longer than a few minutes. For fair example: my phone is currently brimming with texts that 'beep,' and I want to throw it against the wall, so forcefully that it breaks through the plaster... and I would throw it at the wall, if I didn't depend on it to allow me to read blogs and count calories. I know that the people who try to reach me only mean well, but I'm so accustomed to being alone that being constantly bothered is just maddeningly grating.

I'm starting a liquid fast when I wake up tomorrow, because I'm round and unhappy. I'm hoping to be asleep before then. Buying clothes today was a bit traumatic.

Weight: 114 113 112 111 110 109 108 107 106 105 104 103 102 101 100 99 98 97 96 95
Height: 5'4"
PointsV

Saturday, December 22, 2012

Calories Required to Meet Our Goals



Weight Gain/Loss Planning Calculator
This calculator will estimate your daily calorie requirements for losing, maintaining and gaining weight.
Note: To get the most accurate TDEE (Total Daily Energy Expenditure) results from this calculator, get your body composition tested and enter your body fat percentage in the optional "Body fat percentage" field.
Gender:
Your age:
Your height:ft.in.
Your weight:lbs.
Your body fat percentage (optional):%
Your daily activity level:
Number of pounds you wish to:lbs.
Number ofto achieve goal:
Daily calories required to maintain current weight:
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On the subject of goals: There is absolutely no possibility of me reaching ninety-five pounds by Christmas (which, I've suddenly noticed, takes place in three days). Even if I chopped off a breast, I'd be closer to a normal B.M.I. than that of a petite '16.4.'

...so, instead of moping, I'm setting a new goal. According to the calculator above, I can reach my goal weight in late February if I maintain a net of  644 calories. Easy! I can do that. Can't we all? I think so. I'll keep playing my 'Points Game' and favoring my potatoes (I'm fond of them) and protein drinks.


This weight loss high is honestly all that's keeping me cognizant today. I'm actually afraid of eating, because I know that the energy will go away, and I'll be catotonic again.

Weight: 114 113 112 111 110 109 108 107 106105 104 103 102 101 100 99 98 97 96 95
Height: 5'4"

Fasting Myths

I couldn't have written any of this better myself, so here's the link:



Highlights:
  •  Eating small meals frequently will not increase your metabolism, nor will it keep you significantly full. That being said, it's okay to skip a meal.
  • Blood sugar levels aren't enormously impacted by eating small meals.
  • Fasting for short periods of time (up to sixty hours) does not put one into 'starvation mode.' On the contrary, one's metabolism is increased by 3.6%-10% after 36-48 hours of fasting. 
  • Eating protein every 2-3 hours is silly (I'm not going to elaborate, because I doubt that any of us eat every 2-3 hours).
  • Fasting does not cause muscle loss. Only prolonged fasting can wrought this sort of chaos.
  • Skipping breakfast is perfectly fine. It will not lower your metabolism, nor will eating it give you a substantial metabolic 'boost.'
  • Short-term fasting does not effect cortisol levels.
  • Eating a large breakfast; a smaller lunch; and then a very small dinner, doesn't effect weight loss nor gain.

Note: My post on starvation mode is accurate. The 'starvation mode' that the above author touches on, is one that is falsely rumored to kick in after a short period of time without food (which is, of course, utter nonsense).

Weight: 114 113 112 111 110 109 108 107 106105 104 103 102 101 100 99 98 97 96 95
Height: 5'4"

Friday, December 21, 2012

Six Pounds

 Since I first created this website in November, I've lost six pounds. My ambitions, however, lie atop the shelf second to the bottom:


I'm doing a liquid fast today, to expunge some of yesterday's damage (one pound of binge-weight, which I assume is water or something equally unsettling).


On a very off-topic note:
I think that I've acquired a boyfriend in the past week... which is clearly a product of chaos, since I'd never go looking for anyone of the sort. I'm very apprehensive, and even upset with myself for even considering this. I am far too unstable to be in a relationship. 

When I was nineteen, I was discarded by the only man I had (and have yet) ever loved. Afterward, I tried to kill myself by swallowing handfuls of Valium on three separate occasions... all of which failed, because my tolerance was remarkably high, having spent the previous month trying to keep myself perpetually unconscious with the stuff. I wasn't rushed into the Emergency Room, or even stumbled upon in the midst of the scene. I just woke up, blanketed with apathy. In retrospect, the end of the relationship only exacerbated my desire to die, since I was already bed-bound from depression.

Now I'm struck with an overwhelming surge of dread, because I can feel myself being tugged into the cimmerian caverns of depression... and yet I'm dumb enough to spend what little energy I've left to appease such a basal human need: to cling to another body.

I should be alone. I'd rather not belong to this world at all, so why should I create more ties to it? This place offers no reverie nor solace for me... and here I am, tying another tether.

I'm rambling now (rather morbid rambles). God, it's difficult to explain how painful it is to be depressed. It really is like a heart ache... and no thing nor one can comfort it, no matter how valiant the effort.


Weight: 114 113 112 111 110 109 108 107 106105 104 103 102 101 100 99 98 97 96 95
Height: 5'4"

The Point Game

I made this game for a friend and I, who have both set a humble goal of losing one pound before Christmas (which entails eating around 500 calories per each day leading up to the festival).

Each time that you turn down food that is offered, you receive a point. This does not apply to whatever you choose to eat on your own time. It only applies to the excessive things that people offer us throughout the day, that often trip us up in our diets and cause us to reorganize everything. The rough draft looks crude, but I really love the idea of it:


I'm sorry that I've been away for so long. I was pleasantly distracted by life for a while, but those thoughts have since been lost beneath the veil of another cycle of depression... so I've returned to my safe center of the world, where the numbers lull me to sleep and quiet the madness. I did lose some weight whilst I was happy, although I'm no longer in the mood to celebrate. 

It'll be over in time.


Weight: 114 113 112 111 110 109 108 107 106105 104 103 102 101 100 99 98 97 96 95
Height: 5'4"

Friday, December 7, 2012

Vitamins for Restricted Diets

I'm going on a very long overdue scavanging excursion today, to hunt for vitamins that should properly accompany my diet. Despite the cornocopia of fruit that I consume daily, my diet is far from healthy. If ever I dip below 1,000 calories in a day, I feel very faint.

I remember going to the store once for food, and then feeling suddenly overwhelmed by nausea and dizziness. I walked to the health section of the store with my head down (my meager attempt to prevent myself from collapsing), and intrepidly snatched a bottle of iron supplements from the shelves. I then wobbled to the register- still with my head down (I must have looked mental)- and then payed for the pills... shortly before unwrapping them, and then frantically popping them into my mouth like a junky on withdrawal (I was mere steps away from the register, still staring at the ground).

I was on the S.G.D. at that time, and I don't want to chance the same ridiculous ordeal happening whilst I'm at work (my job is physically demmanding). ...so I'm planning ahead by buying vitamins like these:

Vitamins for Restricted Diets

  • Women's Multivitamins. A multivitamin contains a broad spectrum of vitamins that are necessary for us to live healthily. Women multivitamins often contain more iron and calcium than their ordinary counterparts, which are necessary for healthy bones, hair, and nails... and for preventing dizziness, as well as a host of other unfortunate results of iron deficiency.
  • Omega 3 Supplements. Omega 3's help prevent cardiovascular problems and depression... both of which are often dangerous results of a very low calorie diet (especially for bulimics). Omega 3's also boost the brain, as do other 'good' fats (like coconut, nuts, flax seeds [which contain Omega 3], etc.)
  • Antioxidents. People who follow a very low calorie diet are often deficient in antioxidents, which are necessary to fight infections. An antioxident supplement will fill the gap.
A Tip: be sure to take a bit of fatty food with your vitamins. Although it sounds unpleasant, it's necessary in order for your vitamins to be absorbed into your body. Whilst some vitamins are water soluble, other vitamins are fat soluble... and, let's be honest: low-fat diets are quite unhealthy in general.

Weight: 114 113 112 111 110 109 108 107 106105 104 103 102 101 100 99 98 97 96 95
Height: 5'4"

Thursday, December 6, 2012

Wonderful News

I meant to compose this yesterday, but I was too sleep deprived to arrange my letters into words. The point, however, still remains: I have wonderful news to share.

My Sorbitol came in through the mail today!
 I must admit that it looks a bit suspect, packaged in its shiny ziplock bag (...illegal sugar?)... but I'm guessing that packaging isn't of high concern for customers who purchase their sugar substitutes from a chemist's website.

To anyone who's missed my obsessive babbling about Sorbitol:

Sorbitol

For the record: I'm not fond of the prospect of making frequent potty stops (which, on its own, does not cause one to lose proper weight)... but to me, "tremendous weight loss" outweighs the inconvenience.
So far, I haven't experimented any farther than incoorporating it into my hot chocolate... but I'm going to bounce about the kitchen today and make a myriad of lovely recipes to post!

Weight: 114 113 112 111 110 109 108 107 106105 104 103 102 101 100 99 98 97 96 95
Height: 5'4"

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Coco Truffle Tea

I was watching Hook this evening, and I found this chant (by the Lost Boys), sung to encourage Pan to be fit enough to fight Captain Hook:
 
"Pick 'em up! Move 'em down! Pick 'em on up! Move 'em on down! Ain't no time to celebrate! You are old and overweight! Gotta lose a million pounds! Get your fat butt off the ground! Reach on down and touch your toes! How long since you looked at those? Shape up! Lose weight! Get thin! Gotta win! Jumping jacks are good for you! Now your face is turning blue! Swing your arms around your back! Give yourself a heart attack! Gotta train! In the rain! In the sun! In the snow! Ten below! Gotta move! Gotta do! Gotta crow!"
 
It made me chuckle. I should download it for my next workout.
 
 
On a completely unrelated note, I took this tea from my mom's cupboards a few days ago (I'll reiterate: she eats hardly anything that she buys at the store... she lives off of tomatoes until dinnertime). It's called Coco Truffle tea, by: Tea Forte. It's amazing, and it tastes like chocolate:
 
I know what you're thinking. Where can I find such a lovely tea cup? It's a fantastic feat. Go to America, visit a mall (any mall), and walk into a Chinese gift shop. Somewhere within that shop will be at least ten different trinkets that depict a picture of your Chinese Zodiac sign. They each often offer a paragraph that explains your personality, which is based upon the year in which you were born. If you're lucky enough, they'll have teacups.

...and if you are in America, I know that you're nodding in agreement. If you aren't nodding, then you're missing out on our malls' greatest tourist attraction (they have kimonos!).

Weight: 114 113 112 111 110 109 108 107 106105 104 103 102 101 100 99 98 97 96 95
Height: 5'4"

Tuesday, December 4, 2012

Sleep and Appetite

I slept for sixteen hours last night (it was a heavily medicated sleep), and am far too groggy to be creative... so I found something very interesting to share that won't require me to use much of my 'right'-brain:


Sleep and Appetite
Leptin and Ghrelin
There are two importat hormones called 'leptin' and 'ghrelin' that regulate our feelings of appetite and fulness (our cravings and signals to stop eating). When grhelin increases, we feel the need to binge on food. When Leptin increases, we feel satiated.

When our sleep is restricted, leptin levels go down, whilst ghrelin levels go up. This fluctuation increases our appetites by 45%, and urges us to eat calorie-dense foods that are packed with sugar, carbohydrates and fat. If you are one of the many lucky lasses (or lads) with chronic insomnia, then you're likely to have consisently high ghrelin levels.... which beckon you to binge. Fortunately, Leptin can be manipulated through other measures.

Tips to Raise Leptin:
  1. Seek help for insomnia (medicated sleep is better than no sleep).
  2. Exercise!
  3. Eat African mango seeds. African mango seeds have been proven to raise Leptin, as well as Adiponectin (a hormone that improves insulin sensitivity and increases weight loss). Although obscure, they can be purchased either online, or in most health food stores.
  4. Don't eat after 7:00pm (at the least, don't gorge after seven).
  5. Eat fiber-rich foods, which often signal that feeling of 'fullness.'
  6. Eat around a schedule, as opposed to whenever you 'feel like' eating.
Now I'm very excited about African mango seeds.



Weight: 114 113 112 111 110 109 108 107 106105 104 103 102 101 100 99 98 97 96 95
Height: 5'4"

Monday, December 3, 2012

Fruit-sicles

These look amazing. I'm going to make a batch of them this Friday:

Frozen Fruit Pops
Calories: 30 per pop
 
Ingredients:

1/3 cup diced kiwi (36)
1/3 cup diced watermelon (15)
1/3 cup diced strawberries (15)
1/3 cup diced pineapple (26)
1/4 cup fresh orange juice (28)

Instruction:
  1. Combine the diced fruit in a bowl and fill each 5 oz cup with fruit.
  2. Add 1 tbsp of juice and insert craft sticks into each cup. (they stay in place nicely because of the lot of fruit).
  3. Place pops into the freezer for a few hours, or until firm.
  4. To remove the pops from the cups, run the cups under warm water for a few seconds.
  5. ...and voila! Bon Appetit (practicing my [lack of] French today).  
 
 
(Serves four)
 
Today was my first day starting the S.G.D... which went remarkably well, since I spent most of my day having a panic attack Mental illness is such a lovely accompaniment to a proper diet.

I remember calling out of work, and babbling into the phone about some severe case of vertigo that was "causing the walls to cave in around me..." which was partly true, because the walls really were slanting and bending forward. I decided that it was best to conceal the real cause, since calling out because "I'm mentally ill," seemed detrimental to my career.
 
Weight: 114 113 112 111 110 109 108 107 106105 104 103 102 101 100 99 98 97 96 95
Height: 5'4"
 

Don't Take Resveratrol

I'm quite concerned about my mental state at the moment, for it seems that Resveratrol (an ambiguous diet pill) has made me very ill. I'm dizzy, my heart is pounding, my head is heavy, and my stomach is nagging at me to purge all of these foreign chemicals from my body. The walls are drawing nearer to me... but this must be nothing more than a panic attack. It needs to be a panic attack. I refuse to miss work. I need these hours; this stupid money. I just spent fifteen dollars on a sweetener for Christ's sake (or Buddha's, or Vishnu's [I love Hinduism], or for whomever's you fancy)!

I didn't intend the former to be the subject of this post, but writing puts me more so at more at ease than babbling about the gym. ...so (my meager attempt to add dieting advice), the loose moral of this story:

Don't take Resveratrol-
especially if you need to drive to work and competently converse and fold clothes for six hours.


 
Weight: 114 113 112 111 110 109 108 107 106105 104 103 102 101 100 99 98 97 96 95
Height: 5'4"


Sunday, December 2, 2012

Nighty Night

It's the end of the day, which marks the end of my diet, which freed me from my cravings. I no longer feel like Atlas (assuming that Atlas carried brownies on his back instead of the Earth).

I'm starting the S.G.D (Skinny Girl Diet) tomorrow, partly because the only fruit that's left in my cupboards are two kiwis (which would turn my regimented fruit salads into two very boring bowls of kiwi)... and because it must be started on a Monday, which is too convenient to ignore:

  • Additional Rules:


    • Eat as many fruits and veggies as you'd like, without counting them as calories.
    • Excercise for thirty minutes, for five days each week.
    • Burn off any calories that are over the limit

To anyone who would like to join me: I'm creating a progress page specifically for the S.G.D. and will be updating it daily. You're welcome to record your own progress in the comment boxes (strength in numbers!).

This diet brought me down to ninety-six pounds when I last embarked on it, which is one pound shy of my goal weight. I fell off of the wagon after the first few weeks, because I was naive enough to have a bowl of ice cream (always my binge trigger). Everything went downhill rather quickly. Oreos and Brownie mix were later involved.


Not that it's of renown importance, but I'm removing the advertisement from my sidebar. Although I'm not projecting anything negative or harmful in this blog (positivity encourages weight loss; negativity only encourages depression), I still feel paranoid that it might be shut down, on the premise that this is a weight loss blog written by a girl who went mad a thousand years ago. I'm also bothered by the idea of making a profit from the number of people who read my journal. There's something iniquitous about that.

Weight: 114 113 112 111 110 109 108 107 106105 104 103 102 101 100 99 98 97 96 95
Height: 5'4"

Winter Soups

I love winter dearly. I keep the heat off in my house so that I can snuggle under the covers, sipping hot chocolate; burried under the warmth of my laptop (which is likely a sign that it is overheating, but it's been kindly resilient over the years).

In honor of warm accompaniments:
Low Calorie Soups
(I've provided some vegetarian alternatives for the particularly low calorie options)

Vegan Tomato Basil Pasta Soup
By: Dr. Mcdougall
Calories: 100
Chunky Tomato Soup
By: Dr. Mcdougall
Calories: 90
Light in Sodium Organic Minestrone Soup
By: Amy's
Calories: 90

Cup-A-Soup Spring Vegetable
By: Lipton
Calories: 45
Fat-Free Cup-A-Soup Chicken Broth
By: Lipton

Calories: 18

Healthy Request Tomato Soup
By: Campbell's
 Calories: 90

Chicken Style Consomme Instant Soup
By: Osem
Calories: 15

Vegetable Soup
By: Osem

Calories: 50


I've been grappling with my sanity today, and am finding it difficult to hold to the Russian Gymnast Diet. I know that tomorrow will be easier, since I always lose my appetite the day after falling asleep whilst hungry. It's that first hurdle- the first day of structure- that's hard for me to follow whenever a cycle of binging proceeds it. It isn't easy to pull oneself out of that cyclic spiral, because the cravings tend to linger on.
Weight: 114 113 112 111 110 109 108 107 106105 104 103 102 101 100 99 98 97 96 95
Height: 5'4"