Wonderful News

I meant to compose this yesterday, but I was too sleep deprived to arrange my letters into words. The point, however, still remains: I have wonderful news to share.

My Sorbitol came in through the mail today!

 I must admit that it looks a bit suspect, packaged in its shiny ziplock bag (...illegal sugar?)... but I'm guessing that packaging isn't of high concern for customers who purchase their sugar substitutes from a chemist's website.

To anyone who's missed my obsessive babbling about Sorbitol:

Sorbitol

For the record: I'm not fond of the prospect of making frequent potty stops (which, on its own, does not cause one to lose proper weight)... but to me, "tremendous weight loss" outweighs the inconvenience.

So far, I haven't experimented any farther than incoorporating it into my hot chocolate... but I'm going to bounce about the kitchen today and make a myriad of lovely recipes to post!

Weight: 114 113 112 111 110 109 108 107 106105 104 103 102 101 100 99 98 97 96 95
Height: 5'4"

Fasting Friday

I've been eating a healthy amount of food lately, and it's making me feel very uncomfortable... to the extent that I feel a bit hypocritical for it, since my eating disorder plays a paramount role in my identity. Even the connotation of the word 'healthy' is sinister to me. It's not a good word.

All seriousness aside, I think that I'm going to combat this healthy rut with a game (I'm fond of games). I'm going to see how long I can manage without eating solid food. I won't set a goal for myself, because I only intend to have fun with my crafted, foodless experiment.

On another note, I've been working on a 'Don't Binge' page (yes, one of those) for a few days now. I want to make it lengthy enough to have some longevity (so that one can view it once or twice), and concise enough to be effective. I'll make a note of it when it's finally up and running.

Until then, my sleeping pills are making me feel all warm and fuzzy, so I'm off to bed (this was quite the thrilling blog entry). Rest well, everyone. Our goals are never quite as far as they seem.

 

Weight: 114 113 112 111 110 109 108 107 106105 104 103 102 101 100 99 98 97 96 95
Height: 5'4"